Seizure
By Amelia Napiorkowski

I decide to sit next to the crib
the moment I have a moment
to sit and listen to each breath 
it is happening again and I can’t
stop life from living so hoarsely
so sloppy and wet, how it began 
like strange labored snoring 
a flailing little shaking fist 
and all that spit foaming 
and I, frantic as I am, gathering 
small growing body in my arms 
weak and slumping down the side 
small head to chest, silent and resigned
far-away look from those big blue eyes
and I, 
and I….
thinking I will never hear 
I love you Mama, again

Bio: Amelia Napiorkowski lives on the Chesapeake Bay with her husband, son, and stepdaughters. Her work appears in Blood + Honey, Ink in Thirds, FLARE Magazine, and elsewhere. She is a writer-in-residence with Yellow Arrow Publishing and a reader for WayWords Literary Journal. 

Personal website: amelianapiorkowski.com