Dictionary
By Shelby Fairbairn

 

A word is a four letter definition in the dictionary 

They’re the smallest atom and the largest idol 

Words are a social construct molded by culture 

They’re the slyest lie and the sweetest nothing 

Words are a serial code on harrowed skin 

They’re the sharpest insult and the softest lullaby

 

Love is a pincushion metaphor pinned obscure

It’s pliable purity and melee straw firm

Love is a dishwasher Tetris marathon

It’s double-decker Jenga and a hosed-down perm 

Love is a twenty-ticket prize from a twenty-dollar date 

It’s hand-drawn lines and hand-drawn hate

 

Fear is a four letter word defined in the dictionary

It’s a one-forty-key ghost in a fifteen-inch screen

Fear is a six-AM alarm clock at a once-a-month truck stop 

It’s a mirror flipped with a frozen tongue

Fear is a slatted screen porch on a twelfth floor flat

It’s a U2 song away from a twelve story drop

 

You are a biological anomaly, marked since birth 

Condemned to irreparable dissonance

Jigsaw puzzle cut by drunk, divorced hands

A word for every atom, appendage, apparel 

Every idiosyncrasy, idea, illness

Every one doomed after every lip-dive 

Faulty parachutes unchangeably assembled

 

I am a biological error, imperfect since god 

Sentenced to epoxied, tangled threads 

Needle eye forged by hands too small

A word for every atom, appendage, apparel 

Every idiosyncrasy, idea, illness

Every one doomed after every lip-dive 

Faulty parachutes unchangeably assembled

 

Anomaly validated by error

Dissonance silenced by silk

Jagged edges sutured by unstrung eyes 

The closest miss to hope for

The coin stopped on its spine