Anti-portrait of a lady by the lake

By Ahana Chakrabarti

by the lake: you—
bird-lipped, Monet-suns of fists clenched
in your lap—                       
from that brilliant 
distance, your face was                   the size of
a fist the size of 
my heart—& still,
I could make out the tremble of a swallow    lodged
in your throat     fleeting, like birdsong                    nestled
in the parenthesis between       your clavicles:
this must be 
where God resides? —face pressed
against the rain-corroded railing, I remember
still      

the Vermeer of your ear                     the slow brushstrokes
of your body, legs that swung gently      over rippling
water &           van Gogh’s flower-corpses, windswept
with a tenderness reserved only                      for death—
it struck me then: how everything falls,
myself being no Daliesque exception—
I, too, wish to melt
 into the timestop
of your hands.


Bio: Ahana Chakrabarti is a student from India. Their work has previously been published in Beaver Magazine, Full House Literary, Broken Antler Magazine, and other literary journals. They were nominated for the Pushcart Prize in 2024. As of now, they are deeply enamored with Clarice Lispector.